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Dec. 13th, 2024 09:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
laurenafOh damn, it’s been a month?? Did not realize!
So….apparently I did not mention last time I have started dating a guy in my band! (I think last time I wrote it was just a thing that was about to happen so that’s fair) But now it’s been a month and a little bit of me still feels like I did in the beginning which is all “I don’t know what I think of this or where I think it might go. I don’t even know how interested I am!” But I also think a bit about the last guy I dated (over 3 years ago) and I was never totally sure how I felt and definitely never saw a future with him. I think I just stuck around so long because it was nice to be with someone. At least here I think of that and say “I was with that dude for 1.5 years!….and after just one month I think I like being with this guy more.” Plus at least when I think of a future I think I legit don’t know. Last guy I was always like “oh. No. But I guess it’s nice for now.”
Also I dragged new guy to my company Christmas party which was fun if nothing else not to feel like the only single alone person there. (Also I think they all liked him. TBD when I get back to the office next week) Anyway, it’s probably about time we clue the rest of the band in this might be a thing. 😋
So….apparently I did not mention last time I have started dating a guy in my band! (I think last time I wrote it was just a thing that was about to happen so that’s fair) But now it’s been a month and a little bit of me still feels like I did in the beginning which is all “I don’t know what I think of this or where I think it might go. I don’t even know how interested I am!” But I also think a bit about the last guy I dated (over 3 years ago) and I was never totally sure how I felt and definitely never saw a future with him. I think I just stuck around so long because it was nice to be with someone. At least here I think of that and say “I was with that dude for 1.5 years!….and after just one month I think I like being with this guy more.” Plus at least when I think of a future I think I legit don’t know. Last guy I was always like “oh. No. But I guess it’s nice for now.”
Also I dragged new guy to my company Christmas party which was fun if nothing else not to feel like the only single alone person there. (Also I think they all liked him. TBD when I get back to the office next week) Anyway, it’s probably about time we clue the rest of the band in this might be a thing. 😋
