The goods....

I might do a modeling shoot! There's a photographer in Midland who contacted me. No need to worry (I'm a smart girl and check things out first!) He's mainly a standard photographer for weddings and senior pictures and things like that, but is looking to expand his work in fashion photography, a separate interest. It'll probably be outdoor shots only, shorts and skirts, no nudes, (obviously not outside!) no swimwear or anything too revealing if I'm not comfortable. We can talk/meet first and of course, I'm allowed to bring someone with me if that'd make me more comfortable. Several years in the business and he seems excited by the idea that I'd be "his closest model" if I decide to do this (He said his others were from Lansing and Detroit areas.)
So....it sounds safe. Genuine. And no cost to me. I wouldn't get paid, as payment I'd receive a copy of all the prints...which I could use in a portfolio if I ever WERE to look for a paid assignment.
I'm not telling anyone about this. ONE person. (Haven't decided yet, it would probably be a friend except I don't have any in the area anymore :P) But I probably will want to take someone with me so I'd have to tell someone. Boyfriend....? Debating on that. Mom...? Possible...except she's so damn critical of everything. Anyway, but this is MY deal and mine alone so I'll tell whoever I bring with me and THAT'S IT. Everyone else can go suck a sour pickle...

...and the bads (Part 2 of 2)

OK, so here's the rest of my day.
I'm not coming home after work tomorrow morning. I actually need to find something to do tonight because I don't want to be home when/IF he gets home. I'm sick of feeling walked on. I'm sick of being the one who's supposed to just wait around, be there when he wants me to be, and wait for him to want me around again when he doesn't. (Did that even make sense?)
I'm not sure, but tonight I leave for work. Tomorrow morning I do NOT come home like usual, I drive over to Bay City instead and stay at my mom's. If he gives a shit, he'll call me. If not...well then maybe there's bigger problems than I thought.