I have stumbled across your lj and the lj of a few others that I take it are in your circel of friends. I have never had an eatting disorder but have fought drug addiction most of my life, this may sound really stupid or really lame but I am really blown away by the simalarities of the two. I hope you dont mind but I really just wanted to share that with you. I have also added you to my friends list, we can all use a friend or 200.