I hear you on the empty feeling. I wrote in a previous entry about maybe being in a “slump” but it feels like more than that. Seasonal depression maybe? I don’t know. I feel like I’m just plodding along. Things that should make me feel happy and contented are just leaving me feeling empty. I know that feeling ramped up MAJORLY after our church choir director’s wife died recently. Her memorial service hit me HARD. Major existential crisis! Like, what am I even doing with my life and does ANY of it matter?